I called ex yesterday. I've been wondering off and on as I said in my last post what was going on with him being absent from g-mail chat and not even seeing how things are going for me. I really don't obsess over it every minute of the day, but every once in awhile something would make me think about it again. When I started having weird dreams that I can't really remember the details of but know it has something to do with my worrying about this situation, I decided I should just ask him. Well, I said in my last post that I had emailed him a few weeks ago and he avoided that part of my questioning. So, I decided to call. First time I've talked to him over the phone/skype since the breakup conversation (I believe). Well it didn't start out well when he said "May I ask who's calling?" I'm not that surprised, it had happened a couple of times even when we were dating because the skype number comes up unavailable and sometimes the sound quality is bad, but still, felt strange. I asked if he was busy, and he said he was. Strike 2. So I said we could talk some other time but then he said that was okay, he had a few minutes. Well I kind of hemmed and hawed for a minute but eventually, per typical me, just came right out and said what I was concerned about. I don't know how to do things in a round about way to make me sound less crazy... frustrating.
Well long story short, the response was as expected. He's been busy with work, blah blah blah, nothing more to it, of course.
So that's that, I had a moment of weakness... over-active imagination... I suck
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