I can't believe it's been 229 days. I can't believe how crazy it sounds to know the exact number haha, but as I've explained in an earlier post, I had to actually go into the calendar and count to figure it out. I'm well past overdue for an update. The point of this thing was for me and my healing process as well as possibly some future entertainment or enlightenment even. Well, I think it's still a little too early to go back and read through it all so I don't know about entertainment or enlightenment yet but I do think it was successful in helping me through the healing process. Writing out my feelings instead of fighting back whether or not to try and talk to him was a great decision. He wasn't my "caring" boyfriend anymore so he was not interested in hearing all of my thoughts and talking out the breakup. But my blog sure was! =)
Well last time I posted I had finally gotten some good karma and things turned around a bit for me. I hadn't had any contact with him whatsoever until Halloween weekend when I drunk texted him. UGH sooo stupid. The weird thing is that I didn't text or seem to have any feelings of reminiscing or anything of a sexual connotation. I quit literally texted him complete and utter nonsense. I will share a close version of that conversation.
Me: "Football duff lobster tooth fairy wohoo"
ex: "haha, are you okay?"
Me: 'Grrrrreat says the tiger"
ex: "holy shit someone's wasted!"
Me: "wasted good"...blah blah blah blah
And the conversation continued with how's the job and so on but I those first two were definitely top marks for quirkiness. Then, the next night, he texted me drunk from the bars. I apparently opened Pandora's box and was not very happy about that. But, I haven't heard from him since then so hopefully that was just a one time bad weekend thing.
Onto a new and better topic: DATING
I know this is titled "Post Breakup" but part of getting through that process is dating again and that's the progression I was interested in looking back on someday in the future.
I think I probably mentioned the one guy my friend wanted me to go out with in an earlier post but he was moving away and so on. That was the first "date." I also of course have had fwb going on in the beginning but that ended in August and we haven't hung out since.
With one of my new part-time jobs I have the opportunity of meeting lots of guys. So one guy asked me for my number and if I wanted to go out with him and some of his friends after I got done at work. I decided I complain too much about not having a social life to say no so I decided to remain open-minded even though in all shallowness he wasn't that cute and was too awkward socially for my liking.
I went, found him even more awkward and unattractive, his grammar was poor, and he offered me pot (why can't I get away from these guys who smoke!). I told thanks but I don't do that. He got all freaked out and started apologizing?? I don't know. I said it wasn't a big deal and I appreciated the offer it was just something I personally wasn't into. I left and on my way home he texted me another apology, gross. So that was that but at least I gave it a shot.
Last Saturday same thing happened again with another guy and I actually was more interested in this one. We ended up actually having a good time and have made plans to go out again. I know I know, lame details but I've spent the past week over-detailing to multiple people and quite honestly I'm tired of it and starting to worry I'm going to talk about it too much and then nothing will happen with it. We're supposed to be doing something on Monday so we'll see and maybe I'll actually get back on here again next week and update!
