I know there are going to be a lot of ups and downs throughout this healing process, but knowing it doesn't make it any easier. Today was a down day. I spent all morning and early afternoon sick to my stomach. I convinced myself that I needed to talk to you about a couple of things and tried to call. You didn't answer. You haven't been on gchat. You know exactly how I am and I have started to convince myself that you're purposefully avoiding me. I talked to friend and she convinced me to contact her first, any time I feel like contacting you, so that she can stop me. Luckily we're getting away this weekend and hopefully it will take my mind off of things.
And that was Day 4- A step backwards
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